You can only wait now.

I decided that I need a vacation away from posting, so no posting day this Sunday either, nor the next, nor the one after that. I will decide when I come back and I sure hope it won`t be forever.
But lucky for you guys, forever isn`t my style, so eventually things will change back.

Tracon was a small let down not because of friends, but the lack of them. Once again I was doomed to stroll alone, but not to sound overly melodramatic, I did enjoy my time there at times as well.
Next time I`ll be prepared and will have plans to what to do there.
Must have also been a failure thanks to the lack of a proper plan, I guess.

I`m a classic overthinker so I get very worked up by the smallest things. However I am trying to solve my mind and grow to withstand disappointment even more. Along with other negatively affecting emotions.
I will continue to draw, and do artsy-stuff, for I cannot quit even if I tried.
It`s so much of a deep part of me, surely over half of me would die if that part was to disappear.
The only difference is that I won`t be showing those things to you guys.
I am sorry about that, if there are any eager to see my work, that is.

Until next time.

Oh my..

...I almost forgot to post!

I spent most of the evening playing Destiny. If my eyes wouldn't be so dry I'd still be playing.

Anyways.. I finally finished that one drawing I have promised to post.. 2-3 times at least.

And with that I have just one badly inked (and drawn too..) little picture.

Here we go.. And As always I will edit this post later on computer.

So.. Castiel and some retarted wanna be cute ball, just because I haven't got anything done again. Not going to say sorry.

I'm using phone to post these.. So I don't know how shit these will look like..

I will check it with my laptop (and update it if needed) whenever I remember.

    EDITED:
    Bleh.. It looked like shit.
All the pictures were different size, wtf?...
Anyway.. Maybe it looks bit better now.
   

The sun is still shining

Had a nice weekend at home again. Baked a cake with mom, took some photos and cursed my laptop.

Autumn is in the air but the sun continues to warm, which I`m grateful for =)

Here are some doodles about that new story of mine which will be set in Finland.

Next weekend there will be no posting day for me on Sunday, because I`m giving my all to Tracon.

Blah

Some years old crap.. I just inked them again so they'd look better.

That's my this Thursdays post..

Over and out.

Fighting Insomnia

Insomnia sucks.
But is also kind of cool because it boosts creativity. (my hand is hurting because I`ve been writing non-stop since 6 AM - Damn random-stories, you spin my world around!)

Very excited, it`s only two weeks until Tracon! I`ve got the full set for my cosplay attempt and it`s beginning to be hard to keep the hype down. I`ll be seeing a lot of my friends there and hopefully everyone will be having fun the whole weekend =)

But to doodles then; Here are some more doodles and stuff, the usual kind of stuff I do. Though now haven`t been drawing lately.
I recently finished playing Medievil 2 through once again, and now I`m going through Spyro the dragon.
Sister tells me she wants to research on my Vergil gameplay with DMC3 too and maybe try DMC1 again.
She also tries to hook me on trying Elder Scrolls Oblivion as well, but I might need more time with that one.
Still quite frustrated how I haven`t been able to be happy about the character I`ve created.
But yes, enough chiiba-chaaba.
Until next week again.
(In hopes my computer won`t die before that. Though I believe Smudger will be able to cover me if that is to happen)

Caelitus Mihi Vires

 Yes, I will continue bothering you with annoying Latin phrases.

Anyway, Castiel. In a suit and.. less in a suit.
I might color the other picture. MIGHT. I have bunch of other pictures from the old sketch book I haven't even posted yet..

Yeah, since I wrote so much to the last post and now few minutes later I'm out of words I'll keep this short.

I have few new videos again, too.
Feel free to check them out.

This one is just lyric video of a song I fell in love with.
It just sort of described perfectly how I have felt lately..
|| Hurts | Help ||
I often hear from people I know they wouldn't believe I listen that kind of music but yes, I like their other songs too.
(I mostly listen rock/alternative rock and I guess that's why people are so surprised..)

And the second video
|| Assassin's Creed | Time ||
I usually don't work with only instrumental songs and that's why this.. didn't turn out to be so great as it could have.
Hans Zimmer is such amazing composer.


I might post something else too IF I get something done.